this is the world i created for myself...

random stuff i think about and question. enjoy.  

-people that say we are the only beings in this universe are pretty selfish. with everything we've yet to discover there has to be some other form of being. some other world where we are, but its the opposite of us, or maybe exactly the same. are objects that we consider inanimate, living in these other worlds ? i bet we could find out.

-if trees can scream, can they smile ? can they laugh ? can we learn to sense these emotions. can we alter their emotions ?

-what if my parents had never gotten divorced. would they be miserable ? would i be miserable ? would we have elliot ? what if i never met morgan ? would i be as happy as i am now ? would i still be quiet and reserved ?

-we can never perceive something the same way another person would. we haven't witnessed their lives. the highs and the lows. we can't taste the same taste as some one, or smells something the same way, certain colors may trigger flashbacks to a traumatic time.

-if something is traumatic enough to cause a biological difference in some one's brain and cause an alter ego, don't you think the situation or whatever it was could have been stopped ? do people realize they're causing certain disorders ? what if some one isn't crazy they're just extremely different. we've been told all our lives that difference is good, and to stand out. what if those people were simply following what they were told ?

-do babies actually think when they're in the womb ? if so it would probably happen during the last month of pregnancy. therefore aborting the baby wouldn't do damage to it. they haven't learn the difference between pleasure and pain. what if during the time you can get an abortion the nerve cells haven't fully developed, or developed at all. then they wouldn't feel anything. and aborting the baby would be ethical. if some one feels so strongly to abort their unborn child then maybe they weren't meant to be in this world. that baby could have killed your child, or some one close to you, and you wanted it to live. all you know is that you've been told its killing, and you associate killing with being bad.

-what if a cure for any disease could have been simple. like diabetes, we can do wonders with cells and genes. why don't you inject cells with dna coding that would make usable insulin, or has a certain chromosome. it would then be able to reproduce and in enough time the person wouldn't be diabetic. but then is that a certain yes to getting cancer ? hmm.

-there's people that react so extremely to death. if reincarnation is true then the soul of that person would go into another living thing. therefore the person you lost is somewhere among you, you just have to find them. is that why certain animals can just understand us so well ? or why some animals are so drawn to certain people ?

-people always say to live every day like its your last. but there's some things you just can't do. like i'd like to fly to saturn. but i can't. what you really should do is embrace everything you sense in a normal day. like when you smell something you love, really embrace it, who knows, you might lose your sense of smell. in which case you'd lose a lot of your sense of taste. see amazing things, because you might be blind the next day.

-no one ever really knows everything about themselves. everyone is in a constant state of progression. your constantly growing and learning more and more about yourself. there's always something to learn. there's things about you in your subconscious that you don't even know. you probably don't even know half of everything about yourself. grow.

-animals weren't put on this earth just to simply eat; especially not by 'god.' if god is our savior and controls everyone and knows they're destiny why is there so much killing and violence ? don't you think some one like that wouldn't put something on the earth just to be violently tortured until death ? is that some one you really want to follow ? you wouldn't worship a serial killer, would you ? whats the difference

-words aren't bad. they're just letters formed to together to make specific sounds. you add the meaning to it. you make them bad.

i'll end up adding more. i'll definitely be adding more :D but yeah add your thoughts and whatnot.

the news has been talking about how obama has inspired young people and whatnot.

so i was thinking and seeing if he inspired me.

and i realized that he did. after thinking about his story, and how he barely had enough to live. normally people like that just think that they won't get too far and shouldn't even bother with having dreams, but obama definitely didn't have that state of mind; thank god. obama went from barely being able to live, to being the president of the united states. the next time i hear some one say that dreams dont't come true i'll just make them stop and think and look at obama's life. he really is a huge inspiration to anyone.

my family, we've got money, almost enough. we can get by nicely with some to spend on nice things; my mom is a little bit tighter with money. the way i am, i'll make sure i'm not being a burden with expenses, which causes me to think twice about my future, i'd love to go to john's hopkins and get a ph.d in psychology, but i don't think my family could pay for it. so i'm thinking about going other places, and just settling for what i can get. but if obama can go from what he was at to being the president and not doubting himself, so now i know that i can fufill every aspect of my dreams like he did. whenever i start to doubt myself i think of how barack obama won againts all odds and had millions of people telling him that he couldn't and i feel like i can do anything.

thank you for being born barack obama ! haha

this was going to be better but i'm so excited i can't even think straight xD