this is the world i created for myself...

people assume that i think my hair makes me oh so different and so cool and awesome,and its the only reason why i dye it. well...

one day my friends had blue dye since they were dying parts of their hair blue,so they were like you should dye your little blonde spot blue !
so i tried it out
and then i liked it
and i wanted more blue, so i put it more blue
then, i got purple dye when we went to washington dc
and i thought why not put it in my bangs
and i liked that
and so on and so forth

the main reason why i have so many colors in my hair
and i wear so many colors

is because if something happens to me
and i become blind one day
i want to have been able to know that i took advantage of being able to see
and i saw as many beautiful colors as i could
colors that make me happy.

whats so wrong with that
honestly ?

people have told me before that they were feeling kinda bleh, but they saw me and my hair and it made them happy, people have told my mom that when they look at me they get a good feeling. they like my hair because they see it as a form of artwork and it makes them happy that i'm expressing myself in a creative way

i'm sorry i'd like to express myself in a way that makes me happy !?

in fact, if it were up to me, my hair would be long and all brown, because i've wanted to go back to my natural color for about six months now. it would be the reason why i'm growing my hair out. i'd dye it all brown now, except it won't go over the colors very well, it would look bad with the cut of my hair, and of course i'm still emotionally attached to my colors because it makes me happy too

i've said this plently of times before, its your fault if you don't believe me.

whether its dying,washing,conditioning,cutting, and what products i think are best :D

dying hair- 

i've found that the best hair dye is special effects, its given me the most intense vibrant colors, and trust me i've tried a lot of stuff.

so if your wanting to know what i use for my hair, here you go (:

for the pink in my bangs- special effects virgin rose

the purple in my bangs- special effects pimpin purple

the blue- special effect fishbowl mixed with the color fiend turq tsunami

green- special effects limelight

orange/yellow- mixure of special effects napalm and colorfiend lightening bolt.

the best way to get the colors showing up their best is by using a really good bleach. i use the raw white out kit from hot hopic :D it gets my hair really light really fast with almost no damage. its alwas a good idea to deep condition the day after bleaching. i always use the pantene time renewal deep conditioner, it smells good and works really well. and then after normal wasshing i use the herbal essences long term relationship split end treatment. it makes my hair really soft, anyone who touches it can't believe how soft my hair is ^-^

and remember even if a salon says their dye is permanent unatural colors will always fade, so be ready with a bottle of dye for when that day comes.

shampoo and conditoner-

i absolutely love herbal essences, its the best shampoo and conditioner that i've used. since i really want my hair to be long i use the long term relationship line, but my hair never likes to straighten when its short, so i use a little bit of the dangerously straight line too (: and the past few times i've used a teeeny bit of the hello hydration and my hair has been a bit healthier :D then put some of the split end treatment i mentioned earlier on after washing when your hair is still wet. the more you use the softer your hair will be, but remember, if you use too much you hair with feel gunky and gross. (i go for about four squirts)

then just let it air dry :D if you can't wait or your in a rush, then just make sure you spray a bit of tresseme heat protector in your hair so you don't damage it with the heat.

styling-

once your hair is all nice and dry make sure you spray lots of heat protecor in your hair making sure it gets on all of it, the more protected the better, although make sure not to use too much because it'll become gunky and weigh your hair down.

now since i straighten my hair this is what i do: make sure not to put your straightener on the hottest setting if you don't actually need to, i found out that i don't have to have my straightner as hot as it can get to straighten my hair, so experiment with your hair. i use the tresseme tres two hairspray, it works really well for me. use as much as you need, but not so much your hair is hard. if you accidentally use to much just get a fine toothed comb and comb it out :D make sure you add a bit of extra hairspray to the ends to keep your style throughout the day.

now i'm not going to go into curling your hair since mine never holds a curl and i don't know all about it, but you can ask me something and i'll give you my input. i do know a bit about it, just not everything :p

cutting-

being able to cut your own hair is a lifesaver for when your really picky about your hair. its actually pretty simple too, just make sure you have sharp scissors so that your hair will be cut and not torn (:

and you have to do is take a small section of hair in your first two fingers, hold the scissor straight up and down and just snip away, that way you'll have a nice salon look without having to pay ! :D now you might want help from someone you trust to do the back of your hair, and someone that really understands the cut that you want.

and just remember, you might not be too good at first, neither was i, but after practicing a lot you'll be really good ! :D

practice on barbies or something xD thats what i did :p

now i think i've said all i've wanted to say, or if there was more i forgot. haha.

but if your still wondering, feel free to ask me anything ! i'll give you an honest aswer and make sure you've got the best information possible ^-^