this is the world i created for myself...

my daddy told me that i was really brave tonight.

but the whole time i just wanted to break down and lay on the floor crying.

i wanted to run and find the alarm clock to wake me from this horrible nightmare.

i couldn't even watch it happen.

and i still can't look.

i can see it in her eyes.

everythings still not over.

and it kills me inside.

i don't know how those people do it.

i don't know how i did it, or how i'll be able to do it as time comes and goes.

but i do know, i will do whatever i have to do to make sure she's fine.

i'll be whatever this 'bravery' is just to see her smile.

<3

i'm not explaining this one.

you get to connect this with your own life.

and i hope it helps you in whatever way possible.