this is the world i created for myself...

how many stares you get when your being pushed around in a cart at target ?!?!

like everyone stares at you ! xD

i even took videos of people staring at me xD !

so we went shopping at target for amelia to get stuff for her dorm. i can't  believe it.. summers almost over =/ and its back to me seeing amelia like once every couple of weeks =/

tonys going to go crazzyyy and start licking herself again =/

but hey ! at least halloween is coming close =D

but this summer reading is nothing to be happy about. i only like one of the books.. and i'm all done for it, so bye bye interesting book.. hello two boring books. oh and, i start school in a week and a half. and i need to get  bunch of shit done before then. ughhhh stupid teachersss.

although i'm looking forward to this school year.. i just have this feeling that its going to be amazing.

i'm also excited to be super mean to the freshman.. since i'm a mean person xD last year was fun. this year should be even better. the only thing i'm not looking forward to.. having miss parker for honors english.. not so sure about history, and i'm not sure about geometry either. but oh well xD

i'm excited to see how amelia's apartment is going to look, but i'm scared to see who her roomate is going to be.. because we checked out this one girl on myspace who we're pretty sure is her roomate..and we hate her xD

i got a new  hello kitty coloring book. ^-^ yayy.

my back is hurting.

blahhhh.

PEACE OUT V =D !

what would you do if i said you were the reason for tears shed ?

and what would you say if i told you that you were the reason for my depression ?

what if i said i felt that i could never trust you again.

well i do.

what would you say if i told you that you were the one that broke my heart, and never even bothered to put it back together ?

what would you say if i told you that i learned from what you did to me ?

well i did.

what would you say if i made a promise to myself, to never let myself fall for someone as shitty as you ?

because i did.

what would you do if i walked by you with him, and then starting kissing right infront of you ?

because thats what you did. 

what would you say if i told you that because of you i found the most amazing person ever, someone i can give my love to.

because that could have been you.

what would you say, if it told you my life is amazing without you ?

because it is.

not sure if i like it, tell me your opinion

[x ^-^ <3 !

p.s- my poems with never rhyme. because rhyming is shit ^-^

so i just felt like making a journal with random facts about me. have fun reading. [x

1. i like to drink out of weird shaped glasses. [x

2. i've been short my whole life. now i love being short ^-^

3. i'm a biggg procrastinator. >.<

4. i love skeletons. i love clothing with skeletons. anything with skeletons. they're just so graceful and i thats what i admire about them.

5. i still love nsync

6. it takes a whole lot to embarass me.

7. i love meerkats. i want one for a pet ^-^

8. i've been a vegitarian for a year and a half. even though i'm not supposed to be.

9. i color my hair with sharpies xD

10. neon colors are my favorite, especially when they're accompanied with black ^-^

11. when looking at google maps, seeing the water freaks me out. i have no idea why. but it does.

12. i'm addicted to chapstick. seriously.

13. i love lolipops, mint gum, and kit kats [x

14. ever since i was a kid i loved taking pictures of anything and everything

15. i've loved hello kitty since i was a kid. unfortunatly this stupid scene came along and ruined her =/ but i still love her ^-^  and i don't care if she doesn't have a god damn mouth. its the artist's work and the artist is always right. use your impaination.

16. i like to swear a lot xD

17. my room is always messy.

18. when i was a kid i wanted a spider as a pet.

19. i also had an imaginary friend that was a vampire [x

20. i love to stray away from the norm.

21. i love dita von teese.. she's so amazing.  but i also love marilyn manson too xD

22. speaking of manson.. i've been obsessed with him since i was a little tyke. if you want to see the video i was obsessed with.. go to youtube and type in the dope show

23. halloween is the most amazing time of year. it deffinatly beats christmas.

24. when i'm bored, i'll walk around in high heels xD

25. i think it'd be amazing to be in a techno/indutrial band =D

26. america's next top model is one of my favorite shows. its amazing

27. i loved vitaminwater years before the scene got a hold of it =/

28. it takes a whole lot to put me in a bad mood. my math teacher that she doesn't think i've ever had a bad day [x

29. she also said she wishes she had half as much of my energy, then she could get so much done. xD

30. fuck what you think. mrs painter was awesome.

31. i told mrs painter i wish i had her last name [x

32. i'm black ;]

33. i love all things modern and vintage [x

34. i love clothing that in considered 'loud'

35. after i dye/cut my hair, i think of what i want to do with it next. i get bored with my hair easily [x

36. when i was a kid i used to meditate a lot. then i stopped.. then in sixth through seventh i started meditating again. but then i stopped xD

37. i dance around in my kitchen [x

38. i constantly feel like someone is watching me.

39. i'm madly in love with pugs =D

40. i love big random plastic rings. i wish i still had my snowglobe ring ]'x

41. i also long necklaces with random things on them. but only plastic. i hate jewelry with diamonds [x

42. right now its 12:34. [x