this is the world i created for myself...

your with her
happy as can be
while i'm home alone
with my cheeks drenched in my own tears
you with your thoughts of your perfect life together
and me, with my thoughts of cyanide suicide
go on. get married
as long as your happy, right?
i'll sit in the very last pew
holding back my tears while facing my only fear
but as long as your happy, right?
there goes yoru first baby, taking her first steps
i hear your joy and your excitement
now i hear the screaming of a bullet making its way to the core of my brain.
you'll run over to see what happened, her fingers linked with yours
you'll see my dead body, doused in my blood
but you'll forget that image and go back and be with her
while my loved ones mourn over me
finally my suffering&&torture is over
but it all doesn't matter
as long your happy...right...

(2 points) my name-
(3 points) my last name-
(5 points) who am i in love with-
(4 points) take a stab at my middle name-
(4 points) how long have you known me-
(2 points) when was the last time we talked(you don't have to have an exact date)-
(3 points)do i smoke-
(3 points) do i drink-
(3 points) do i have any siblings-
(2 points) how many-
(4 points) whats my favorite thing to do-
(2 points) am i funny-
(4 points) whats my favorite type of music-
(3 points) am i shy or outgoing-
(3 points) am i a rebel or do i follow the rules-
(6 points) have you ever had a crush on me-
(6 points) what is a good nickname for me-
(3 points) who do i like right now-
(5 points) have i ever said anything that made you really happy-
(2 points) what is my worst habbit-
(4 points) what have i done to show i'm a good friend

80-85 points- bestest friend
70-79 points-really good friend
40-69 points- friend
20-39 points- you need to get to know me better..try reading my profile
00-19- either your a crappy friend or your just a new friend