this is the world i created for myself...

haha, oh my god, i wanna see that movie so bad, it looks so awesome!! and hilary duff looks so pretty in it :p ahhh, i can't wait to see it

p.s: when does it come out? i forget :p

here's yet another poem, again, my best buddy chrizxcore gave me the title, thank you so much, and check out his poetry! i love it

my happiness is quickly fading
into a life dull and dreary
the razorblade is next to me
begging to taste blood
i answer the call
and slice my skin expsoing fresh blood
this cut matches all the others
now that my wrists are bleeding
what else is to this pointless life?
the gun is in the drawer
fully loaded...why not?
i take it to my head
pulling the trigger
the last thing is see
is the blood running down my arm
as i close my eyes
on this failure of a life
i used to live...

another poem!!! hope you like it, and like i've said, don't just say i like it, tell me what you like!! thanks!!

so...
this is it
our last goodbye
lets make this last
as long as we can
lets make a minute last a lifetime
lets not care what anyone thinks
lets be free and wild
for one last time
before we have to say
...goodbye...

mkay, so here's one of my poems, be brutally honest too!! and don't just say i like it, tell me what you like about it!!! :) thanks to my buddy chrizxcore for giving me the name for my poem, and check out his poetry too, it rocks!!!

you said i was beautiful
you said you loved me
what happened to that?
i guess you forgot
when you were with her
holding hands,laughing,and kissing
and you didn't know
that at the same time
you were breaking my heart
the more i saw you two together
the more i my heart bled
is this another lesson learned?
to not give anyone your heart
bceause sooner or later...
they will break it