this is the world i created for myself...

well, actually his real name is patrick and he's really cool and really funny. his buzzname is pugsly which i think is effin awesome cuz thats what i'm naming my pug once i get him!!! and patricks licky cuz he already has a pug!!! anyway, you should go to his page cuz he's awesome and his page is awesome too!! oh and add him as a friend too!!

so...i know this is pretty late but oh well...anyway...how was everyone's easter...i hope it didn't suck!!!! mine was fun...which was good, cuz every easter has been pretty crappy for me...so finally i had a fun one....we went out to lunch, at red robin, and for those of you who don't know what that is, its an awesome resteraunt with awesome burgers, and of course i got a gardenburger beeing the vegitarian that i am...and then we went to go see benchwarmers, which was awessome and everyone would love it and should go see it.(i'm pretty good at run on sentences,hahaha) and i got a fifty dollar gift card to hot topic and an awesome chocolate bunny and other stuff from my mom....so yeah...finally a good easter,which should mean a good birthday!!woooo

yeah...i'm super bored right now and i was on deepshadows page looking at picture of super hot guys!!! haha, yeah, like the loser that i am i made a list of all the hot guys!!! here we go!!!

1.Gerard Way(duh,and of course he's number one on my list)
2.Frank Iero
3.Sonny Moore
4.Mikey Way
5.lead singer of the academy is...(sorry! i don't know his name yet)
6emo guy i saw at the mall(haha, if only you could have seen him!!! he was so fucking hot!!)
7.Matt Good
8.all the dudes from Tattooed Millionaires!!
9.Brendan from p!atd!!!!
10.Bob Bryar
11.Ray toro
12.Ville  Valo!!!!!!!
13.Jussi form the 69 eyes!!!(thanks cloude ;))
14.hot punk guy i saw at a hockey game!! he was so hot, and lucky me we were semi-flirting,haha

just to let you know it doesn't go in order, but everyone on this list is super hot!!! and i might have forgotten some people, once i remember i'll add them

a HUGE happy birthday to the extremely talented Gerard Way!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope you have the happiest birthday anyone could ask for, you deserve it! You are the greatest person ever!!!!! and the music is amazing!!! over the years i've tried to say how imprtant My Chemical Romance is to me and i still can't express it in words or anything...its leaks into my art, my poetry and everything i do, and it still doesn't show how much mcr means to me, so far the best thing i can come up with is...i now know that miracles do happen because...from the first time i heard i'm not okay, i knew that the band was something more than anything else i've heard, and you aren';t afriad to take risks....mcr is my miracle.       and anyone that doesn't like mcr is afraid to see the real them. My Chemical Romanceis the greatest band that ever existed!!!! so happy borthday gerard, i hope this year of being 29 will give you lots of great ideas and awesome music and everything else good.  
right now the song thats going through my head is Skeptics and True Believers by The Academy Is...          don't be so scared,to take a second for reflection,to take a leave of absence,see what  your made of,so i'm selfifh and your sorry,we're not gone you'll be going nowhere fast,so who's selfish and who's sorry....would you believe me if i said i didn't need you,cuz i wouldn't believe you if you said the same to me....

happy birthday!!!    okay, the thing that you can't have a birthday without...
   
    happy birthday to you,
    happy birthday to you,
    happy birthday dear Gerard...
    happy birthday to you!

 happy happy birthday, from me to you! i wish it was my birthday...so i could party too!;)

p.s: now you can boss everyone around and if they give you any shit for it, just say, i only turn 29 once!!!!

yeah!!!!!!!!! thats right tomorrow is my lovely gerard's birthday.....the day that donna way gave birth to the most gorgeous thing on earth!!! so ya know what!!!! to celebrate i'm staying up till 12 just to celebrate the first few seconds and minutes of gerard's birthday...you didn't think of that did you,did you?!?! no! you didn't!!!! cuz i thought of it first, cuz i;m smrt like that (and yes i meant to spell it smrt,its a joke,get it......) anyway peoples sount down with me!!!!!!

okay since i'm so bored....i was wondering...who made you join buzznet??? i know its one of the stupidest questions ever but i'm bored and wondering....the person who made me want to join was the amaing,awesome,coolest person ever...she goes by the buzzname...deepshadows!!!!!! yeah, during the summer i would come to buzznet and look at all of her gerard pictures, then when i finally knew how awesome buzznet was i made a buzznet account!!! woo so props to deepshadows!!!!!!!!!!

okay, since i'm tired of being bored and i know everyone else is too, i'm making a list of things you can do when your bored.....here we go....

~try new stuff with your eyeliner

~post pictures on buzznet(preferably of gerard and mcr)

~call everyone in your phone book on your cell phone

~turn on mcr and get your rock action fugures and make them come alive to their music(and    if you don't have the action hero's the what the hell is wrong with you!!!!)

~try to lick your elbow

~take pictures of yourself

~play tennis(that sport effin rocks)

~talk to people in a british accent....what...its fun!(i ike to mix british and australian)

~try to vaccuum your cat(its loeads of fun)

~stare in the mirror and try to read your own thoughts(i've done that)

~go trash bag sledding...no snow?...get soap and oil and anything slippery..do it on the mud!

~put a mark on your face (wish washable marker!!) and see if anyone notices(i've done that too, no one noticed cuz my family is composed of dumbasses)

~try and make your hair stand straight up

~try and do a backflip, (i want to do one so badly!!!)

~blast music and play the air guitar while jumping on your bed..or sofa..whatever is more efficient

~go to fucking hot topic cuz that store is the shit!!

~go into a chat room and cuss out everyone and see their reaction

~when i'm really bored i tell all my friends i hate them...just to see their reaction

~put mascara on your arm hairs(i've done that too, its weird and cool looking) and if your saying that you rmascara is too expsensive then what the fuck are you doing buying mascara for ten fucking dollars...geez

~call someone and when their voice mail thing comes up...anfter the "tone" scream and/or yell for about three or four minutes(i've done that too, just ask jp)its acutally quite amusing...or just leave funny things in a weird voice and see their reaction(thats fun too)

~yell at your pet for having fur/scales......whatever applies

~make your own list of things to do when your bored...

THIS IS ONLY IN CASE YOUR SUPER BORED AND CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DO NOT USE IN CASE YOU ARE SO BORED YOUR LOOKING AT THE HAIR ON YOUR ARM!!!!!!dare i say it...

~actually attempt to do your homework