this is the world i created for myself...

i've been playing the sims all day(on my gameboy)and i got bored so i started a new person and i made him to look like gerard and it looks exactly like him!!! it was so cool, i was like whoa, its my own mini gerard. its so funny to see gerard argue with an alien on a toilet (its a lonnnnnng story) but its so funny. And would you look at that there's a girl that looks like me on the game too.

now imagine that

*wink,wink*

today my friend and i were so bored that we started saying that we were dead. my friend died from serious rocking and very harsh headbanging( again not our version of headbanging deepshadows) and i died from someone slitting my throat and being shot in the head twice. if anyone else wants to die too post it and the reason for your death!!!!

i went to hot topic today and guess what!!....they had the mcr action figures,i bought the one of gerard and it is so cool,they come with a red pistol and a vampire coffin,and a prayer card!i saw it was like omg i have to get all of them,they are so cool looking!i'm so  happy!!!!!

my sister and her boyfriend gave me a ps2 for christmas and burnout revenge!!!!!!!!!!!they gave it to me early cuz they couldn't wait.i played it for like three hours, i love that game so much.its all about fucking up ohter people's cars that fucked your car(i hope that made sense)i am so happy,no i am so excited!!!!

i am so extremely sorry deepshadows, for the delay on my pictures,my sister has been hogging the computer and i have to find where they saved the pictures.so i promise it will be soon,i am saying this from the bottom of my heart:i am very sorry

so i have a screenname now, its somexdeadxperson,also i don't know if anyone has found out but i have another name and page too,its batxouttaxhell so go check it out,but it won't be as good as my angelxofxedath homepage

check it out mcr fans!!

okay so when iwas in hot topic today i saw my gun pillow and this awesome idea popped into my head,i could buy it for you for christmas and send it to you,all you have to do is tell me your address,if you post it i can write it down and then you can delete it so nobody sends you crap,or you can write me a message,i just don't want the wrong eyes to see it cuz i care about you,tell me if that sounds okay or not.(you won't hurt my feelings if you say no) 

today my dad and i went to hot topic(i heart that store)and i got an mcr shirt(i should say another shirt)then we went to a newsstand and i got the AP magazine which has awesome mcr pics that i will try to post,and like four pages of gerard talking.i've spent a lot on mcr stuff

all the mcr stuff i've spent money on:

~mcr show($20.00

~t-shirt from mcr show($15.00)

~mcr shirt from hot topic($18.00)

~another mcr shirt from hot topic($18.00)

~rocksound magazine(mcr was the feature article)($8.00)

~AP magazine(mcr was the featured article)($4.00)

~first mcr cd($17.00)

~second mcr cd($20.00)

grand total:$120.00

holy shit!!!that was only this year,and i started buying mcr stuff in october!!!sucks to be my parents:D

i took some pictures of myself so they should be on my page no later than tuesday,and deepshadows can see that awesome gun pillow that you want so badly,and i'm not a black figure any more,yay!and just to let you know i wont be on the internet on wednesdays

why is life so boring,why is my sister getting married at 18?why am i not doing any of my projects even though i know i should do them and they're easy,why is my friend always flirting with me(don't worry its a guy)whenever i go on buzznet i see if there are any new comments on my pictures,then i see if there are any new gerard pictures,then i go to clandestine and look  at all the pictures and read the comments,the pictures and comments are funny,and what pete writes is funny.

this sucks,my best friends are in new york right now, and now they are at a broadway show,i went in sixth grade and it was so much fun,i wish i was there now,i effing heart new york