this is the world i created for myself...

i got some socks today.

as i was paying

i picked up a nice piece of candy.

it was grape.

i went to the park.

and found a kind flower.

i brought it home with me.

its sitting in a glass of water

smiling back at me.

i look out the window

as the sky changes into its purple skin

the sun is saying goodbye.

as the moon says hello.

the stars tagging along wish me goodnight.

today was a great day.

                       sincerely,

                             anonymous

aim conversation with maygen and i.

i'm a silly lil kid ! xD

maygen smallfry:  Hey
Bambamdonteatham: hola
maygen smallfry:  whussup
Bambamdonteatham: nuffinnn
Bambamdonteatham: well. nothing good
maygen smallfry:  yeah same here
maygen smallfry:  guess what.
Bambamdonteatham: what
maygen smallfry:  ray told norman's gf about me and norman. norman is mad at me bc he thinks i told ray but i didnt. and i kinda hope norman's gf breaks up with him
maygen smallfry:  haha
Bambamdonteatham: ahahaa
Bambamdonteatham: i love the last part
maygen smallfry:  yeah
maygen smallfry:  im fucking bored
Bambamdonteatham: me too
Bambamdonteatham: and a shot at love just came on
Bambamdonteatham: AGAIN
Bambamdonteatham: i've watched it so many times this weekend.
Bambamdonteatham: i'm wasted
maygen smallfry:  and totlly sober right now
maygen smallfry:  haha
Bambamdonteatham: ahaha
Bambamdonteatham: get it ?
Bambamdonteatham: ahahaha. stupid joke xD
maygen smallfry:  lol
maygen smallfry:  your cute

maygen smallfry:  haha
Bambamdonteatham: [x
maygen smallfry:  man im hungry too i want  turkey sandwhich
Bambamdonteatham: hah.
Bambamdonteatham: best turkey sandwiches
Bambamdonteatham: paneraaaa
Bambamdonteatham: i used to eat them all the time before i became a lil veghead
maygen smallfry:  what did you have for thanksgiving?
Bambamdonteatham: everything but turkey
Bambamdonteatham: xD
maygen smallfry:  lol
Bambamdonteatham: my family is so out of the box.
Bambamdonteatham: instead they had turkey burgers
Bambamdonteatham: xD
maygen smallfry:  hahah what exactly it?
maygen smallfry:  that
Bambamdonteatham: turkey in a patty form
Bambamdonteatham: thus, turkey burger !
Bambamdonteatham: *ta da kind of music plays*
maygen smallfry:  lol
Bambamdonteatham: and its healthier
maygen smallfry:  i thought it was turkeyy and burger
Bambamdonteatham: ahha
Bambamdonteatham: nah

i wish i had one of those shirts [x

anyway.

my best friend alton entered a contest for seventeen magazine. and he really wants to win ! his prizes would include having his picture in seventeen magazine, meaning you get to see his cute little face. and he would get a 10,000 dollar contract with ford modeling [which is one of the biggest modeling agencies in the world !] its been alton's dream to be a model since before he could even walk the catwalk ! and he's an amazing model and such a cute little guy. just look at him ! ..

he's such a good model. and he's an amazing person. he's nice to everyone. i've never seen him be mean.

anyway.

enough of my babbling.

here's what you need !

http://www.seventeen.com/fashion/reader-model-contest/guy-models

now that you have you what need, lets have more pictures of alton ! [x

[cute little old picture of him ^-^ ]

who doesn't love a man in eyeliner ?

[x

[x andrew and chemmy

RngdKittys: rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
RngdKittys: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
RngdKittys: w
RngdKittys: ..r.
Bambamdonteatham: aahaaha
RngdKittys: I'm a dino with down syndrome.
Bambamdonteatham: oh shitt
RngdKittys: o shit indeedy! so, what be happening?
Bambamdonteatham: nothing
Bambamdonteatham: watching a shot at love
Bambamdonteatham: ..kinda
Bambamdonteatham: not
Bambamdonteatham: xD
RngdKittys: haha, just made me think of an AC/DC song with the same title. Used to dance to it x]. I'm almost at my climactic part of my sugar rush, so that's fun. Berries and Cream is da shit. And if you don't agree.....Shenequa will get ya.
Bambamdonteatham: bahahaa
Bambamdonteatham: that makes me think of yesterday
Bambamdonteatham: i was at jess's party and they were talking about some kid that calls himself shanaynay
Bambamdonteatham: and i was like whenever i hear the name shanaynay i saw shanono
RngdKittys: I see shanana banana
Bambamdonteatham: that sounds like a cross dresser name
Bambamdonteatham: xD
RngdKittys: sounds like someone I'd meet @ Pocky Horror xD
Bambamdonteatham: pockkkkyyyyyyyy !!!!!
Bambamdonteatham: i'd love some pocky right about now
RngdKittys: mmmmm....choclate biscuit sticks......*drools*
Bambamdonteatham: have you had strawberry pocky ?!?!!
RngdKittys: I've had choclate and vanilla, ut no strawberry :[
Bambamdonteatham: well this coming weekend my sister and i should be going to the japanese store
Bambamdonteatham: and i should have money next time i go
Bambamdonteatham: soooo.. more cubyrops ! and pocky
RngdKittys: your making me want to go to Japan right now.x]
Bambamdonteatham: possibly the summer after this one i'll be going with my sister
Bambamdonteatham: yummmm. cubyrops
RngdKittys: shittttt lucky! I want to learn to speak Japanesse; cause the language sounds interesting. Plus I could talk to hot  asains. xp
Bambamdonteatham: ahaha
Bambamdonteatham: i know how to say hello
Bambamdonteatham: but only on the telephone
RngdKittys: Chels Chels.....that's not enough. You need to say a little more before you can pick up hot asains xD
Bambamdonteatham: bahaha
Bambamdonteatham: not my fault !
Bambamdonteatham: thats all my sister told me
RngdKittys: I shake ye fist @ your sister. She's probably holding back all er knowledge of the language so she can get all the hot asains x]
Bambamdonteatham: ahahaa
Bambamdonteatham: totally.
Bambamdonteatham: she was going to learn japanese
Bambamdonteatham: but along came school
RngdKittys: damn school. once again it hinders something. In this case, hot asains.
Bambamdonteatham: and learning a new language =D
RngdKittys: ....for the hot asains. haha
Bambamdonteatham: i swear to god those cubyrops have some kind of instant addiction substanc in them
Bambamdonteatham: because i just had a pack and now i'm on a mad search for the other pack i saved
RngdKittys: crack? =-O
Bambamdonteatham: possibly !
RngdKittys: the greatest advancement since crack first came around....crack in little squares
Bambamdonteatham: and they're legal
RngdKittys: and they have flavor!
Bambamdonteatham: although i'm sure if they were illegal that'd make it even better
Bambamdonteatham: but they're easier to obtain
RngdKittys: you can buy in surplus!
Bambamdonteatham: exactly !
RngdKittys: only thing.....colors. I lack in that factor
Bambamdonteatham: oh well
Bambamdonteatham: the color doesn't matter !
Bambamdonteatham: it'll taste good no matter what ^-^
RngdKittys: this is true. Though I've never experienced the taste sensation
Bambamdonteatham: you will once i buy some
Bambamdonteatham: =D
RngdKittys: schweeeet!!!! (literally)
Bambamdonteatham: [x
RngdKittys: so apparently, there's this Dr. Pepper that uses actual sugar cane in the soda instead of HFCS, and now I want some.
Bambamdonteatham: bahaha
Bambamdonteatham: wow. thats awesome
RngdKittys: I mean, as if Dr. Pepper didn't taste good already, there's an even better tasting soda out there.
RngdKittys: This calls for a road trip.
RngdKittys: to Texas
RngdKittys: to get tthis beverage
Bambamdonteatham: w00t !!
RngdKittys: I think that could be a possible senior week trip
RngdKittys: fuck the beach.
RngdKittys: to much sand
RngdKittys: *too
Bambamdonteatham: seriously !
Bambamdonteatham: fuck the beach
RngdKittys: all I'd do if I went anyway is surf. I haven't done that in years; it'd be nice to do again x]. But other than that, fuuuuck the beach.
Bambamdonteatham: orrrr
Bambamdonteatham: new yorrrrrrkk
RngdKittys: eh, too pricey
RngdKittys: half our funds would be spent @ McDonalds
RngdKittys: and I hate McDonalds
Bambamdonteatham: me too
RngdKittys: McDonalds can suck a McDick
Bambamdonteatham: ahaha
Bambamdonteatham: supersized
RngdKittys: xD
RngdKittys: 8==========D
RngdKittys: shiiiiiit
Bambamdonteatham: bahahaa
Bambamdonteatham: srsly !
RngdKittys: I can see it now on an advertisment: "100% large cock on top of cheee, lettuce, tomato, bacon, and two fresh buns"
Bambamdonteatham: extra mayo !!!
Bambamdonteatham: but you have to work for it xD
RngdKittys: The only meat with a nice sweet treat! xD
Bambamdonteatham: stick around for dessert !
RngdKittys: xtra glaze included in every meal!
RngdKittys: make sure to get xtra napkins!
RngdKittys: xD
Bambamdonteatham: ahahaha
Bambamdonteatham: yes
RngdKittys: then Wendys will break out the Cockinator sandwhich. Then BK will have the Triple Packer
Bambamdonteatham: bahahhaha
Bambamdonteatham: 'have it your way'
Bambamdonteatham: xd
Bambamdonteatham: *xD
RngdKittys: meat.on top of more meat. on top of more meat. hahahaha, they'll have the same little midget dude from the stacker commerials, and he'll be the dominant one with some big tall iron workers or something
RngdKittys: 'MEAT AND CHEESE DAMMIT!!"
Bambamdonteatham: ahahahahaa
Bambamdonteatham: [x
RngdKittys: it'll be meatnormous!
RngdKittys: x]
Bambamdonteatham: recockulous !
RngdKittys: monumeatal!
Bambamdonteatham: ahaha yes
RngdKittys: geez. it's 9 acording to my clock on my puter
Bambamdonteatham: according to mine its 12.01
Bambamdonteatham: plus a minute
RngdKittys: plus a second
RngdKittys: andanother
Bambamdonteatham: plus a second
Bambamdonteatham: one more
RngdKittys: and another
Bambamdonteatham: and another !
RngdKittys: there's like 10
Bambamdonteatham: five more
RngdKittys: 12.5
Bambamdonteatham: three point sixty two !
RngdKittys: pi
Bambamdonteatham: ahahaa
Bambamdonteatham: happy pi day !
RngdKittys: I'm brining in pie on that day!
Bambamdonteatham: bahha
Bambamdonteatham: sweet
RngdKittys: this one girl made koothcie pie in 10th grade
RngdKittys: *koothie
RngdKittys: *kootchie
Bambamdonteatham: and that would be ?
RngdKittys: blueberry, rasberry, strawberry, and that's all
Bambamdonteatham: hahaa sweet
RngdKittys: mrs. Smith ate that shit like it was nothin!
Bambamdonteatham: xD
Bambamdonteatham: i'm not surprised
Bambamdonteatham: she takes everything i offer her
RngdKittys: washed it down with some dew; that ws a nice day. Then we had more pie!!!
Bambamdonteatham: ahahaa
Bambamdonteatham: [x
RngdKittys: weeeelllll, I'm gonna peace outta here. I need my now five or so hours of sleep. l8rz!
Bambamdonteatham: peace out !!
Bambamdonteatham: see ya in a few hours
Bambamdonteatham: [x
RngdKittys: ye haw!
Bambamdonteatham: ahaha
Bambamdonteatham: love peace and taco grease !!!
Bambamdonteatham: =D
RngdKittys: purple fleece! xD
Bambamdonteatham: well.. blue to you
Bambamdonteatham: xD
RngdKittys: true x]. haha, peace
RngdKittys signed off at 12:11:01 AM.

the more you open your mouth the more biased you become.

topic of today: abortion.

i've had enough of people going on and on about how abortion is the worst thing ever and its killing a baby. well guess what, our world is already starting to become over populated anyway, chances are your child is going to die because of global warming anyway. also, there's the case of the mother not being able to support the baby to the fullest, why make the kid suffer through a horrible life ? would that be worse than juts killing it ?  yes it would.

i also hate the preconceived notion of people who have had abortions to be horrible heartless people. well if your agreeing with what i just said.. FUCK YOU. i have had TWO family members that have had to resort to abortion because they were raped at a young age. one of them being when she was a senior in high school, she hid the whole thing from her family for two years and used every penny she earned at her job to pay for the abortion. another one being twenty years old and doing anything she possibly could to pay for the abortion. this is a touchy subject for both of them and they both suffered and possibly still suffer from the horror of rape.

abortions aren't fun. they aren't cheap. and not everyone that gets an abortion is trailer trash that can't keep it in they're pants. there actually are respectable people that get abortions

so next time you prejudge some one or something about abortions. think before you open your fucking mouth.

mmmmm. fallll ^-^ THE most amazing time of year. for three simple reasons. october. halloween. and.. its fall ! how could you hate it xD  the walks home are always so nice this time of year ^-^ it makes me happy. but soon, seeing the bare trees covered in ice are going to be pretty depressing.

so. elise felt that she couldn't be herself around me because i'm constantly criticizing her. but i didn't get mad at her for it. i simply just made sure i was nice to her. and now we're getting super close again. like we were in the middle of last year. ahh i love ittt ^-^

there's not much else i have to say so yeah.

i need to make a trip to that japanese store again. i'm al out of cubyrops and strawberry pocky ! bahaha. today, i shared my strawberry pocky with will, and he was like this shit is so good, it makes me horny, like i actually want some booty. and he scooted closer to me   xD gots ta love willl [x

so yeah.

nothing else to say.

<3 ^-^ !

ever since him i told myself i'd never put myself through something like that again.

but i think it might be happening again. ughhh. is it bad that i tend to like people so much that i let them walk all over me ?  i thought so. Dx

although. i wish dani wasn't such a whore xD and she wouldn't go where she's not wanted -_-

and i keep listening to our song over and over. i can't help it.

fuck.

i guess this is just a rant journal.

but whatever. i need to get my feelings out somehow.

but it really pisses me off when will is like oh chelsea i love you so much. and then at the game we're holding hands and cuddling and shit. and then i get home and he's like i'd so have sex with dani !! she has huge boobs ! while i was at my sister's aprtment, so i felt blah when we were having 'fun'

ughhh -_- 

if will is going to go off and flirt with dani and shit

and then hold my hand or something cute.. i'll just drop more hints to zac

and try to go out with him. since i know he wouldn't do messed up shit like that.

and i know he wouldn't try to have sex with me after two weeks. [not that will has tried. but he's joked about it a lot]

hmpf. i just need someone that will be loyal and not try to fuck all my friends.

i'm not gonna be mean to him though. that would make things worse.

i'll just show him that i'm better than dani [x ^-^

if you have advice. don't comment. i don't take anyone's advice.

is it bad that i really don't give a fuck about school anymore ?

is it bad that i haven't done three papers that are a huge part of my grade for school ?

is it bad that i'm only putting all my effort into one class ?

is it bad that i think my yearbook teacher is incredibly racist and sexist ?

is it bad that i don't try and stop olivia from doing drugs ?

is it bad i let my sister spend so much money on me ?

is it bad that i have friends make me wanna hit them in the head, but once i go over and talk to them i like them ?

is it bad that there are people that i would love to see cry their heart out ?

is it bad that i'm not afraid to voice my opinion ?

is it bad that i say fuck fast food ? [if your thinking yes..please go run five miles]

is it bad that for the past three weeks i haven't been sure who my best friend really is ?

is it bad that my supposedly best friend just posted a bulletin talking shit on me ?

is it bad that i'm constantly asking myself 'is it bad that i..' or 'is this bad ?'

because i have been. and i'm pretty sure its not good. >.-

don't bother commenting.

bousto: hey
Bambamdonteatham: hola
bousto: how was the game?
Bambamdonteatham: really fun
bousto: sweet.
bousto: sorry i didnt go, but i didnt get andrews message till 8 and i dont have three dollars
Bambamdonteatham: i'm telling you. i would have payed
bousto: well it was too late anyways
Bambamdonteatham: no it wasn't
Bambamdonteatham: andi think by then they would let you go in without paying
Bambamdonteatham: xD
bousto: well i didnt think it was important since you didnt tell me i should go
Bambamdonteatham: i told andrew to make you come
bousto: well you cant do that, cause i dont take andrew seriously
Bambamdonteatham: well. i told andrew to make you come and if he got you to come i'd giev him the hug of his life. so he would have been serious then xD
Bambamdonteatham: *give
bousto: well he didnt mention any of that.
Bambamdonteatham: well.... you still should have came
Bambamdonteatham: olivia wanted you to come too
bousto: well then how come no one tells me?
Bambamdonteatham: because your awesome and we expect you to know
bousto: well i dont, and no one talked to me last time. so i decided no one wanted me to this time
bousto: and theres no excuse for not telling me because all of you have my number
Bambamdonteatham: thats not very good self esteem mister !
Bambamdonteatham: and we love you bob ! your supposed to know to come
bousto: well i dont, so next time, get everyone that wants me to come, to call or text or something so i do
Bambamdonteatham: okay ^-^
bousto: but we're gunna have to sit with some better folks, cause none of them talked to me
Bambamdonteatham: well no one came last time =/
Bambamdonteatham: the only good people were you, andrew and jessica
bousto: well make a bunch of people come next time, cause if im spending 3 bucks, i expect to sit with some awesome people!
Bambamdonteatham: okay.
Bambamdonteatham: i'll get a whole bunch of cool people to come.
Bambamdonteatham: and i'll make it so ana isn't sucking face with nate
bousto: well she doesnt like olivia, and i do
Bambamdonteatham: yeah. i don't know why ana doesn't like her.
Bambamdonteatham: but whatever.
Bambamdonteatham: livi is awesome.
bousto: definately and in all honesty, i would rather sit with her than ana if it came down to it
Bambamdonteatham: bahahaa.
bousto: cause ive known her longer, and she wont be sucking some dudes face off
Bambamdonteatham: yeah. ana's more fun when she doesn't have a boyfriend
bousto: yeah, and livi has like 20 more cool points than her anyway
Bambamdonteatham: baahaha
Bambamdonteatham: i'm trying to figure out which one has more balls
Bambamdonteatham: but its hard
Bambamdonteatham: xD
bousto: yeah, that one's tough..
bousto: i dunno
Bambamdonteatham: yeah. ana's not afraid to do anything. and either is livi
bousto: maybe thats why they dont like each other.
Bambamdonteatham: probably
bousto: but i mean, what do i know? im only the smartest man alive
Bambamdonteatham: =D
Bambamdonteatham: well you are a super hero
bousto: true..true.. its like i couldnt be more awesome if i tried!! haha xD
Bambamdonteatham: if you were any more awesome you'd explode
bousto: haha, yeah
bousto: but then you could put me back together like a puzzle!
Bambamdonteatham: exactly !
Bambamdonteatham: =D !
bousto: so when is the next game that im supposed to go to?
Bambamdonteatham: it might be next friday
Bambamdonteatham: i'm not sure if i'm going the perryville game or not
bousto: well you shouldnt
bousto: because perryville is lam
bousto: lame*
Bambamdonteatham: i know, but my friend that wants me to go asked me to go to homecoming with him, and i said that i wasn't even going to my school's homecoming, and my friend elise told me that he had cried after i told him no.
Bambamdonteatham: so i think i might go to make up not going to the dance with him
bousto: well that sucks, but i think he should understand that if you're not going to you HC then why would you go to his? anyway, if hes a cryer, maybe hes not the type you should associate with
Bambamdonteatham: ahahaa. well he didn't like full out cry or anything.
Bambamdonteatham: i think elise said he cried for like ten minutes or something
bousto: a lot of tears can come out in ten minutes
Bambamdonteatham: well its only because he really likes me
Bambamdonteatham: but its kinda weird since i've yet to meet him in person xD
bousto: haha, wow.
bousto: kid is trippin
Bambamdonteatham: bahaha
Bambamdonteatham: seriously.
bousto: do you want me to set him straight?
Bambamdonteatham: no bobbb
Bambamdonteatham: xD
bousto: alright, cause im pretty good about that sort of thing, and i bet i could make him cry twice as long!
Bambamdonteatham: no !
bousto: can i do it anyway? pwease?
Bambamdonteatham: nooo bob !
bousto: fine.
Bambamdonteatham: be a good boy
Bambamdonteatham: ^-^
bousto: you never let me have any fun. x[
Bambamdonteatham: well thats mean fun
bousto: yeah, but it would be for a good cause
Bambamdonteatham: whats the cause ?
bousto: me! sike, it would teach him not to obsess over girls he has never met. and not to cry
Bambamdonteatham: welllll. here, name someone you like slash used to like a whole lot
bousto: michelle boyd
Bambamdonteatham: okay
Bambamdonteatham: now imagine you really wanna to go to prom with her and your pretty sure she'll say yes and yoru all happy about it
Bambamdonteatham: then, you asked her and she just says no and carries on with her life while your all sad and depressed
bousto: well you see, that happened, so....
Bambamdonteatham: awwww poor bob
bousto: yep. and i didnt cry, but the other difference is, i knew her, and i had classes with her so its not exactly the same
Bambamdonteatham: whatever bob.
Bambamdonteatham: way to ruin my point
Bambamdonteatham: xD
bousto: im sorry, but it had to be done, you needed to know that my situation was worse than his, and i got through it fine, and i understood. and i didnt cry about it
Bambamdonteatham: well he's different.
Bambamdonteatham: you can handle things better.
bousto: thats only because ive had to deal with a bunch of shit
bousto: but the point is, dont feel bad, he'll be fine. and you dont need to go to perryville out of guilt, but if you still want to go, thats up to you
Bambamdonteatham: i think i might go
Bambamdonteatham: just to finally hang out with him
bousto: yeah. that would be cool
bousto: you're a good person chels, dont forget it!
Bambamdonteatham: ^-^
Bambamdonteatham: see !! i am a nice person
bousto: yup! i just didnt want to tell you
Bambamdonteatham: p.s- blast from the past pictures are up
bousto: yeah! i saw i like your outfit a lot, nicely done
Bambamdonteatham: i wanted to have a neon yellow shirt
Bambamdonteatham: but no place had any >.<
bousto: lame!! that would have been amazing
Bambamdonteatham: i knowww.
Bambamdonteatham: and so many people said that they thought i would wear that on a normal school day
Bambamdonteatham: [x
bousto: well thats probably true
Bambamdonteatham: it is
bousto: and i suggest you do it
Bambamdonteatham: i probably will. if i can get my sister to forget that she let me borrow her legwarmers
bousto: haha. just use some of your mind control powers on her
Bambamdonteatham: i wil !!
Bambamdonteatham: *will
bousto: so i was listening to some electro bands via myspace today
bousto: they had one with your profile song, but it was a "remix" and all it was, was a slowed down version, and i said, thats lame
Bambamdonteatham: what band was it ?
bousto: i cant remember.
bousto: it was a pretty minor onw
bousto: one*
Bambamdonteatham: well was it anything dealing with crystal castles ?
bousto: nope, just had the song
Bambamdonteatham: copy cats
bousto: for real
bousto: dude myspace is fucking up big time
bousto: its not cool
Bambamdonteatham: it changed my profile !!!
Bambamdonteatham: it's got a gray backround now. not white. and it makes me really mad
bousto: yeah that happened to me,  so i took down the whole thing and started over.
bousto: that and i havent gotten a profile veiw in 3 days, and now it went down one
Bambamdonteatham: yeah. i haven't had a profile view, yet three people commented my pictures
Bambamdonteatham: xD
bousto: its dumb. i think i might have to fight tome
bousto: tom*
Bambamdonteatham: seriously.
Bambamdonteatham: every website is changing into shit.
bousto: yeah. its a conspiracy
Bambamdonteatham: buzznet looks like crap
Bambamdonteatham: but luckily i can use the old layout =D
bousto: sweet deal
bousto: so what are you up to right now?
Bambamdonteatham: talking to billy and reba
Bambamdonteatham: and tony
bousto: sweet
bousto: im watching cartoons
Bambamdonteatham: which ones ?!
bousto: south park
Bambamdonteatham: sweeeeet
Bambamdonteatham: we might be able to watch family guy in bio
Bambamdonteatham: =D
bousto: niiice!!
bousto: how?
bousto: why?
Bambamdonteatham: because there's like two sentences in one of the episodes that deals with some kinda of biology
bousto: i see, do you get to watch the whole thing anyway?
Bambamdonteatham: i try to
bousto: sweet.
bousto: i think you need to go to bed
bousto: cause i need to
Bambamdonteatham: bahahaa
Bambamdonteatham: silly bob
bousto: but for real, go to bed
bousto: i mean it missy
Bambamdonteatham: ten more minutes !!
bousto: did you do your homework?
Bambamdonteatham: i have two days to do my homework ^-^
bousto: well alright then you an stay up ten more minutes but thats it!
Bambamdonteatham: okayyy =D
Bambamdonteatham: i better make these ten minutes awesome !
bousto: definatley!
bousto: im gunna go to bed though, so im trusting you to go to bed in ten minutes
Bambamdonteatham: but what if i go to bed in eleven minutes ?!?1
bousto: you dont even want to know... and trust me ill find out!
Bambamdonteatham: no you won't !!
bousto: we'll see.
bousto: nighty night
Bambamdonteatham: goodnight bob !

bousto: excuse me miss, i think you owe me three dollars
Bambamdonteatham: well.
Bambamdonteatham: i would have given them to you
Bambamdonteatham: but nooooo.
Bambamdonteatham: you didn't want them
bousto: yeah, cause i like to say that people are in debt to me, and you dont really owe me any money.
Bambamdonteatham: okay then ^-^
bousto: oh, and sorry i bit you, but you left me no choice
Bambamdonteatham: bahaha
Bambamdonteatham: i don't care
Bambamdonteatham: my friend used to bite me all the time xD
bousto: well then maybe ill have to keep at it. just to teach you whos boss
Bambamdonteatham: ahaha. okay then
Bambamdonteatham: go ahead
Bambamdonteatham: although i might bite back [x
bousto: haha, well i think  i can handle it.
bousto: im tougher than i look : ]
Bambamdonteatham: well then that must be tough.
Bambamdonteatham: mr muscles
bousto: hahaha. you have no idea xD
bousto: andrew might not be able to take you, but i think i stand a good chance
Bambamdonteatham: ahahaa.
Bambamdonteatham: i could beat up andrew
bousto: definately, he can take a hit though. hes a tough little guy
Bambamdonteatham: he's got crazy biceps
bousto: yeah, he works out. or so he tells me
Bambamdonteatham: i think he does, just not as much as you
bousto: well its hard for anyone to work out as much as me, haha. sike. thats what i was dupposed to do tonight, but i didnt cause i went to hang out with you instead
bousto: supposed*
Bambamdonteatham: you can do it right now =D !
Bambamdonteatham: wait neevrmind
Bambamdonteatham: *nevermind
bousto: yeah its a little late, but i might do it tomorrow instead
Bambamdonteatham: exactly. you can just work out extra hard tomorrow
bousto: so that was a hell of a game huh?
Bambamdonteatham: yup
Bambamdonteatham: i had fun =D
Bambamdonteatham: did you ?
bousto: yep, it was cool hanging out with you for basically the first time, and meeting ana, and seeing andrew again
Bambamdonteatham: ahah. well.. seeing ana making out xD
bousto: haha, yeah, she seemed pretty serious about that.
Bambamdonteatham: i know.
Bambamdonteatham: her head kept touching me
bousto: well maybe that was some sort of signal for help! or maybe she just wanted you to jump in, haha
Bambamdonteatham: ahahah yeah right. nate's cool and all. but never to kiss.
bousto: well its cool that she found someone i guess.
Bambamdonteatham: yeah. it was really random too. since they hadn't seen each other for a couple of years, then they talked at the last game. and then bam, they're going out
bousto: sounds like a cheesy movie
Bambamdonteatham: ahaha i know
Bambamdonteatham: the wprst part is she told me how hard it is not to flirt with anyone else
bousto: oh yea?
Bambamdonteatham: yeah. because she's a huge flirt
bousto: hmm, well i could see where that would be a problem
Bambamdonteatham: yeahh
Bambamdonteatham: i don't really understand how she can do that, but whatever.
bousto: yep.
bousto: so that was a pretty intense elbow fight, are you going to be ok/
bousto: ?
Bambamdonteatham: ahaha. yeah.
Bambamdonteatham: bryan and i had a worse one over the summer
bousto: bruises and broken bones?
Bambamdonteatham: nah,
Bambamdonteatham: slightly bruised.. but it takes a whoollleee lot for me to bruise
bousto: thats cause you're tough as nails!
Bambamdonteatham: ahah. exactly !! ^-^
bousto: so we should hang out more often, except not at football games, cause i dont really want to see ana making out, or have to spend 3 dollars to do it.
Bambamdonteatham: ahaha.
Bambamdonteatham: deffinatly
bousto: im thinking we get together and tip something over
Bambamdonteatham: ahahaha
Bambamdonteatham: like what ?
bousto: everything!@
Bambamdonteatham: sweet !
Bambamdonteatham: i think the first thing we should tip is that band trailer xD
bousto: haha, yes! that would be amazing. the bandies would never stop crying!
Bambamdonteatham: and then we'll laugh in their faces
bousto: and you can spit at them!
Bambamdonteatham: yes !!
Bambamdonteatham: and we can steal their instruments
Bambamdonteatham: but only the good ones
bousto: like...
bousto: what?
Bambamdonteatham: that guitar/bass connor was carrying
bousto: yeah, i think that might be it, unless you want to snag some drums or something
Bambamdonteatham: those too
bousto: and we have to get some of those capes and hats
Bambamdonteatham: yes ! especially the capes
bousto is away at 11:30:21 PM.
bousto returned at 11:40:00 PM.
bousto: definately, and then we can fly around town
Bambamdonteatham: i used ti have a red sparkly red cape
Bambamdonteatham: i regret throwing it away Dx
bousto: how could you do such a thing? didnt you know you were going to meet me, and need that cape to fly around one day?
Bambamdonteatham: ahhhhh
Bambamdonteatham: i was like seven when i had it.
Bambamdonteatham: but i wore it all the time [x
Bambamdonteatham: i think i threw it away because i had to clean my room xD
bousto: thats no excuse missy
Bambamdonteatham: aha.
Bambamdonteatham: i'm sorry oh greatful bob
Bambamdonteatham: will you ever forgive me ?
Bambamdonteatham: xD
bousto: ill think about it, but you owe me
Bambamdonteatham: three dollars ?!?!
bousto: nah, you're money has no value to me, its gunna have to be something else
Bambamdonteatham: hmmm
Bambamdonteatham: well what ?
bousto: i dont know, but it has to be good, and well worth it
Bambamdonteatham: well you think about it. and once you make up your mind. tell me
bousto: ok, im thinking itll have to be shiny. but im not sure yet
Bambamdonteatham: hmmm.. tony's fur is shiny
Bambamdonteatham: [x
bousto: hmm. well as tempting as that sounds, i try to think of something else.
Bambamdonteatham: ahaha
Bambamdonteatham: okay
bousto: ok, i think i got it
bousto: you have to steal me something shiny, and i need to get a hug too. and then we'll be even
bousto: fair?
Bambamdonteatham: okay ^-^
bousto: good then its settles
bousto: settled*
Bambamdonteatham: i know !
Bambamdonteatham: i'll steal a penny
bousto: a shiny penny?
Bambamdonteatham: of course !
Bambamdonteatham: a brand new shiny penny
Bambamdonteatham: or even a nickel !!
bousto: i like nickels! x]
Bambamdonteatham: then i'll steal you a nice pretty brand new shiny nickel ! =D
bousto: nice
bousto: so when can i expect to be paid?
Bambamdonteatham: whenever i see you
bousto: ok, and when will that be?
Bambamdonteatham: who knows
Bambamdonteatham: xD
Bambamdonteatham: >.<
bousto: i see how it is
Bambamdonteatham: yeah
Bambamdonteatham: thats how it is
bousto: you're not a very nice girl
Bambamdonteatham: i can be nice ^-^
bousto: not to me apparently
Bambamdonteatham: yes i cannn !
bousto: i havent noticed
Bambamdonteatham: maybe you just don't knwo what being nice is
Bambamdonteatham: [x
bousto: ok, so what is being nice
Bambamdonteatham: a bunch of stuff ^-^
bousto: ok well how were you nice to me tonight?
Bambamdonteatham: hmmm. i let you hold my phone ^-^
bousto: psh, whatever, i took that phone and you know it.
Bambamdonteatham: well i didn't hit you for taking it.
Bambamdonteatham: so that was being nice
bousto: not exactly, thats just not being mean, so thats like being neutral
Bambamdonteatham: well
Bambamdonteatham: i came and met you at the entrance instead of letting you find us in the bleachers.
bousto: good point
Bambamdonteatham: its a very good point indeed
bousto: and i guess you gave me a hug too.
Bambamdonteatham: hah ! see
Bambamdonteatham: i am nice ^-^
Bambamdonteatham: and, i was gonna bring you one of my cool plastic skull rings, but they wouldn't fit you
bousto: but i could cut the bottom so it would stretch
Bambamdonteatham: hmmm.
Bambamdonteatham: well next time i see you i'll bring you some skull rings
bousto: awesome
bousto: well im gunna go to bed. goodnight
Bambamdonteatham: goodnight bob !

guess who's who

[x

how many stares you get when your being pushed around in a cart at target ?!?!

like everyone stares at you ! xD

i even took videos of people staring at me xD !

so we went shopping at target for amelia to get stuff for her dorm. i can't  believe it.. summers almost over =/ and its back to me seeing amelia like once every couple of weeks =/

tonys going to go crazzyyy and start licking herself again =/

but hey ! at least halloween is coming close =D

but this summer reading is nothing to be happy about. i only like one of the books.. and i'm all done for it, so bye bye interesting book.. hello two boring books. oh and, i start school in a week and a half. and i need to get  bunch of shit done before then. ughhhh stupid teachersss.

although i'm looking forward to this school year.. i just have this feeling that its going to be amazing.

i'm also excited to be super mean to the freshman.. since i'm a mean person xD last year was fun. this year should be even better. the only thing i'm not looking forward to.. having miss parker for honors english.. not so sure about history, and i'm not sure about geometry either. but oh well xD

i'm excited to see how amelia's apartment is going to look, but i'm scared to see who her roomate is going to be.. because we checked out this one girl on myspace who we're pretty sure is her roomate..and we hate her xD

i got a new  hello kitty coloring book. ^-^ yayy.

my back is hurting.

blahhhh.

PEACE OUT V =D !

what would you do if i said you were the reason for tears shed ?

and what would you say if i told you that you were the reason for my depression ?

what if i said i felt that i could never trust you again.

well i do.

what would you say if i told you that you were the one that broke my heart, and never even bothered to put it back together ?

what would you say if i told you that i learned from what you did to me ?

well i did.

what would you say if i made a promise to myself, to never let myself fall for someone as shitty as you ?

because i did.

what would you do if i walked by you with him, and then starting kissing right infront of you ?

because thats what you did. 

what would you say if i told you that because of you i found the most amazing person ever, someone i can give my love to.

because that could have been you.

what would you say, if it told you my life is amazing without you ?

because it is.

not sure if i like it, tell me your opinion

[x ^-^ <3 !

p.s- my poems with never rhyme. because rhyming is shit ^-^

so i just felt like making a journal with random facts about me. have fun reading. [x

1. i like to drink out of weird shaped glasses. [x

2. i've been short my whole life. now i love being short ^-^

3. i'm a biggg procrastinator. >.<

4. i love skeletons. i love clothing with skeletons. anything with skeletons. they're just so graceful and i thats what i admire about them.

5. i still love nsync

6. it takes a whole lot to embarass me.

7. i love meerkats. i want one for a pet ^-^

8. i've been a vegitarian for a year and a half. even though i'm not supposed to be.

9. i color my hair with sharpies xD

10. neon colors are my favorite, especially when they're accompanied with black ^-^

11. when looking at google maps, seeing the water freaks me out. i have no idea why. but it does.

12. i'm addicted to chapstick. seriously.

13. i love lolipops, mint gum, and kit kats [x

14. ever since i was a kid i loved taking pictures of anything and everything

15. i've loved hello kitty since i was a kid. unfortunatly this stupid scene came along and ruined her =/ but i still love her ^-^  and i don't care if she doesn't have a god damn mouth. its the artist's work and the artist is always right. use your impaination.

16. i like to swear a lot xD

17. my room is always messy.

18. when i was a kid i wanted a spider as a pet.

19. i also had an imaginary friend that was a vampire [x

20. i love to stray away from the norm.

21. i love dita von teese.. she's so amazing.  but i also love marilyn manson too xD

22. speaking of manson.. i've been obsessed with him since i was a little tyke. if you want to see the video i was obsessed with.. go to youtube and type in the dope show

23. halloween is the most amazing time of year. it deffinatly beats christmas.

24. when i'm bored, i'll walk around in high heels xD

25. i think it'd be amazing to be in a techno/indutrial band =D

26. america's next top model is one of my favorite shows. its amazing

27. i loved vitaminwater years before the scene got a hold of it =/

28. it takes a whole lot to put me in a bad mood. my math teacher that she doesn't think i've ever had a bad day [x

29. she also said she wishes she had half as much of my energy, then she could get so much done. xD

30. fuck what you think. mrs painter was awesome.

31. i told mrs painter i wish i had her last name [x

32. i'm black ;]

33. i love all things modern and vintage [x

34. i love clothing that in considered 'loud'

35. after i dye/cut my hair, i think of what i want to do with it next. i get bored with my hair easily [x

36. when i was a kid i used to meditate a lot. then i stopped.. then in sixth through seventh i started meditating again. but then i stopped xD

37. i dance around in my kitchen [x

38. i constantly feel like someone is watching me.

39. i'm madly in love with pugs =D

40. i love big random plastic rings. i wish i still had my snowglobe ring ]'x

41. i also long necklaces with random things on them. but only plastic. i hate jewelry with diamonds [x

42. right now its 12:34. [x

sometimes i lose my mind.
i see pictures of girl posing suggestively
and i see all the guys saying that they're the prettiest girls ever.
and stuff like that.
so i think about maybe doing it.

but thankfully i realize that i don't need some guy telling me that i'm beautiful
and i don't need to disrepect myself and my parents just to get someone to say that i'm beautiful when really they just want to have sex and be done.

because i know not to do that and i respect my natural beauty
makes me beautiful
and the same goes for everyone else.

i know so many beautiful girls. and they don't need to take clothes off to be beautiful. just their personalities and confidence make them beautiful.

honestly.
who would you rather go out with ?
someone who will love you for what you are, your personality, loyalty, and having fun when they're with you.
or someone who just likes what you do in bed and you don't really mean much to them. 

i know i'd choose the first one.


i'm so tired of these girls
especially ones that are younger than me

i just want to slap them

-_-

give it some thought.

i'ev had enough of seeing more skin than clothes in a picture.

or seeing people laying on their beds or something suggestive.

your young. you don't need to be exploiting yourself.

xD zac is hilarious.

he's excited about being 18 because he can now legally smoke ciggarettes, buy porn, and go to stripclubs xD i can't stop laughing.

a section of bryan and i's conversation about all of this.

[x

chemmyCY4N!D3: i wouldn't know
thetsex: he would
thetsex: .....and will
chemmyCY4N!D3: nto like he'll be having sex with anyone anyway
* towallace joined the room.
chemmyCY4N!D3: ..or will he o.O
chemmyCY4N!D3: hmmm xD
thetsex: no
thetsex: its zac
* towallace left the room.
thetsex: he will sit in his room and turn up tool really loud and beat it
chemmyCY4N!D3: your so nice [x
thetsex: i try'
* elise FUCKING idol. left the room.
thetsex: ha ha
chemmyCY4N!D3: that got me laughing hardcore xD
thetsex: dont gimme that look
chemmyCY4N!D3: i'm not looking at you
chemmyCY4N!D3: so in your faceee !
thetsex: you are
thetsex: lookin at my ass
thetsex: cuz im mooning you!
chemmyCY4N!D3: never
chemmyCY4N!D3: sorry
thetsex: oh you already did
chemmyCY4N!D3: no sorry
thetsex: luke told me all about it
chemmyCY4N!D3: sureee
thetsex: its ok
thetsex: you can admit it'
chemmyCY4N!D3: are you sure i wasn't looking at zac beating it to tool xD
thetsex: ha ha
thetsex: is that why your fingers are by your mouth
chemmyCY4N!D3: that was probably one of the funniest things you've said
chemmyCY4N!D3: oh yeah most deffinatly
thetsex: thats such a fetish
chemmyCY4N!D3: totally
thetsex: he will go tanning to impress the ladies from "anal fantasies 13"
chemmyCY4N!D3: xD xD
thetsex: he likes his womens
thetsex: with a big gaping swollen ass
chemmyCY4N!D3: he'll have blue balls !
thetsex: oh he wont. he will beat it out
chemmyCY4N!D3: hah
chemmyCY4N!D3: so he's got like, a super penis or something xD
thetsex: or alot of stamina
chemmyCY4N!D3: or that
chemmyCY4N!D3: at least i was giving him some credit
thetsex: he dosent practice black metal for nothing
thetsex: fast hands
thetsex: fast hands
chemmyCY4N!D3: hahaa. oh shit.
chemmyCY4N!D3: he likes it roughhh
thetsex: dude andrew had to trim his beard because the purple wouldnt come out
thetsex: ha ha
chemmyCY4N!D3: xD
thetsex: i bet his fantisy is pregnant women
thetsex: he makes the baby kick!
chemmyCY4N!D3: i'm confused >.<
thetsex: how
thetsex: zac likes pregos
chemmyCY4N!D3: ohh
chemmyCY4N!D3: i thought you were talkign abotu andrew
thetsex: oh my bad
chemmyCY4N!D3: hahaaha. oh yes. i'm sure he dreams about fucking pregnant women all day
chemmyCY4N!D3: although i feel bad for the fetuses xD
thetsex: zac is crazy
thetsex: he is a freak
chemmyCY4N!D3: i wouldn't know
thetsex: f-r-e-a-k
chemmyCY4N!D3: tell me why you believe this.
chemmyCY4N!D3: because if he's more of a freak than me..then he's hardcoreee freak xD
thetsex: because he is pale and likes prego porn. his dick will never have skin again
chemmyCY4N!D3: bye
thetsex: ha ha!
chemmyCY4N!D3: xD
chemmyCY4N!D3: wowwww
thetsex: that was nuts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
chemmyCY4N!D3: its bad enough you thought that up
thetsex: that was so funny
chemmyCY4N!D3: that was hilarious

hey ! i was being nice and giving him credit. bryan's the meanie here xD

hey girls ! [some parts can go for guys too]

put some clothes on =D
no one wants to see your nasty boobs popping out.
or those chunky thighs clapping.

we don't need to see you bending over
you can do that when your old enough.
and in the privacy of your own home.

with someone that really loves you for you. not how flexible you can be or how loud you can moan.

close your legs. having them wide open isn't attractive at all.
we don't want anything to do with your nasty [soon to be infected] genitals

stop saying stupid things like oh my god date me ?! i'll suck your dick.
or i was so drunk that night and we got high.
ahahah. how cool are we !

its annoying.
pointless.
and if someone with authority were to see, you could be put in jail/juvy.

why look back on your life and have memories of being a teenage wreck ?

please.
self respect is a beautiful thing.
where's yours ?

so.

jami wants this girl to play where he dwells

and you need a bunch of demands to get her there

so basically.

click the link

and click the yellow buton that says demand.

and do it every day.

=D

go ! go ! go !

gracias.

something that i just wrote. i guess you could call it a free-verse poem. whatevs.

enjoy it ! =D

who i'd like to meet:

someone who will watch the whole season of the twilight zone with me

someone who thinks i look better in pajamas and a hoodie than any dress made

someone who will catch and name fireflies with me.

someone who will sing at the top of their lungs to my favorite song with me, even if they can't sing.

someone that will never judge me.

someone who will dance with me, even when there's no music.

someone who doesn't care that my makeup is smeared and my hair looks like shit.

someone who will follow me on every adventure

someone who lead the way in the dark.

someone who will color with me

someone who will stay up late, and then fall asleep with me.

someone who will message me saying 'i can be your someone'

alright.

i just wrote this. meaning:

if i see this is anyone's myspace. i'll freak out on you.

you can ask to use it..but if i say no. deal with it and move on with your life.

tell me what you think of it ^-^

if we've got people like this that are going to be in charge.

so i get onto my myspace super quick since i was helping amelia out and whatnot [she got sick from her silicon guages]  and i have new messages.

"Dear Ms. Pathetic self absorbed bitch :] aka chelsea,

iv'e just got some things i wanna get out about you. lol. well 1st off... i hate how you believe that you are a "Scene Kid" and Sit there and say how you hate people that try to be one. When you are One of them yourself. you Believe you are the best thing to walk the Earth, when your not. your so fucking Egotistical it sickens me. You talk behind Not only one people you barley know backs, but your good friends as well.And afterwards act all nice to them and act liek they're your bestest friend in the whole wide world. you are such a conniving Bitch. and you post bulletins NONstop on myspace like people actually care about what goes on in your life. hahaha, when you need to realize hun, that nobody cares. :] haha. you talk about how people arn't pretty...? hahaha you so arrogant its not funny. look at yourself hunnn :DD your not the greatest in the world either.and your photography isn't so damn good ethier. x] pretty plain and boring if you ask me. you believe its wonderful cause you go to New york and shit. when its only because your daddy gets it in there for you cause you have money.. it doesnt mean your good. infact your pretty sucky lol anyone can take pics. its a matter of doing it well tho. and you cant do that. so stop being so god damn full of yourself you cocky cunt. and grow up and get a life. :] K? thank you.

love always "

from who knows xD

so anyway. i don't take shit from people. but i don't stoop to their level.

this is what i said back

"xD ahaha.

thank you for making my night.
seriously.
i loved that.

so wait, let me ask, am i scene kid because i have stripes in my hair !
thats probably it.

oh if you only you actually knew me.

but honestly.
i'll stop wasting my time with people like you.

if you hate me so much.
then leave me alone.
its that simple.
try your best to understand
^-^ "

then 'pineapple bitch' as andrew and i call her says this.

"hahah yeah wel im glad i made your night.
you gonna go post another bulletin about this :D? haha.
im sure you will. cause you think people care about what you have to say

and i do leave you alone.
you're always Commenting me saying how pretty i am
lol. and it annoys the shit out of me.
you tell your little "friends" you tihnk im a bitch
and you dont like me.
and then go an comment my pics?
hahaha trying to fit in much?
x]
fucking loser. "

and this was the last thing i sent, since pineapple bitch is too much of a pussy to stay on and 'talk this out'

"
actually.
i'm not gonna post a bulletin about this.
hah.
too bad for you.

oh yes.
i'm totally trying to fit in to what ever scene is going on.

and please.
get a life or a brain.
making a new account just to send this to me ?
thats fucking pathetic.

if you don't want to be my friend.
then don't bother.

use common sense. "

alright. now this would be perfectly fine if i knew who was sending these !

someone actually went and made another account just to send me that message because they have no balls at allll. 

and what makes it even worse..this was over the fucking internet. ughhh

i'm so tired of people starting shit with me over the internet. honestly.

we're all big boys and girls. why not act like it.

whatevs.

this made me laugh a bunch.

now off to living my lovely life.