this is the world i created for myself...

goody goody two shoes
no one knew she was abused
took a trip to wonderland
now she doesn't wanna come back
straight to the brain
right in the veins
she's almost there
right at the edge
feels like she's falling forever
thats what its been
just falling
until
dead on arrival

(none of this is from personal experience, i was just inspired by alice in wonderland and factory girl)