this is the world i created for myself...

the news has been talking about how obama has inspired young people and whatnot.

so i was thinking and seeing if he inspired me.

and i realized that he did. after thinking about his story, and how he barely had enough to live. normally people like that just think that they won't get too far and shouldn't even bother with having dreams, but obama definitely didn't have that state of mind; thank god. obama went from barely being able to live, to being the president of the united states. the next time i hear some one say that dreams dont't come true i'll just make them stop and think and look at obama's life. he really is a huge inspiration to anyone.

my family, we've got money, almost enough. we can get by nicely with some to spend on nice things; my mom is a little bit tighter with money. the way i am, i'll make sure i'm not being a burden with expenses, which causes me to think twice about my future, i'd love to go to john's hopkins and get a ph.d in psychology, but i don't think my family could pay for it. so i'm thinking about going other places, and just settling for what i can get. but if obama can go from what he was at to being the president and not doubting himself, so now i know that i can fufill every aspect of my dreams like he did. whenever i start to doubt myself i think of how barack obama won againts all odds and had millions of people telling him that he couldn't and i feel like i can do anything.

thank you for being born barack obama ! haha

this was going to be better but i'm so excited i can't even think straight xD