this is the world i created for myself...

people assume that i think my hair makes me oh so different and so cool and awesome,and its the only reason why i dye it. well...

one day my friends had blue dye since they were dying parts of their hair blue,so they were like you should dye your little blonde spot blue !
so i tried it out
and then i liked it
and i wanted more blue, so i put it more blue
then, i got purple dye when we went to washington dc
and i thought why not put it in my bangs
and i liked that
and so on and so forth

the main reason why i have so many colors in my hair
and i wear so many colors

is because if something happens to me
and i become blind one day
i want to have been able to know that i took advantage of being able to see
and i saw as many beautiful colors as i could
colors that make me happy.

whats so wrong with that
honestly ?

people have told me before that they were feeling kinda bleh, but they saw me and my hair and it made them happy, people have told my mom that when they look at me they get a good feeling. they like my hair because they see it as a form of artwork and it makes them happy that i'm expressing myself in a creative way

i'm sorry i'd like to express myself in a way that makes me happy !?

in fact, if it were up to me, my hair would be long and all brown, because i've wanted to go back to my natural color for about six months now. it would be the reason why i'm growing my hair out. i'd dye it all brown now, except it won't go over the colors very well, it would look bad with the cut of my hair, and of course i'm still emotionally attached to my colors because it makes me happy too

i've said this plently of times before, its your fault if you don't believe me.