this is the world i created for myself...

well this one happened months ago, but i'm finally getting around to writing about it. (:

so you know the big field to the side of leeds elementary school, right ? well there were a bunch of people (some of them pretty fat) with lawn chairs kind of like on the fourth of july, but its not the fourth of july, keep that in mind. and all of the sudden this huge cherry coke truck shows up and ta da. then all of the sudden i'm in this big building, kind of like that you would see on saw, but not as horrific. and a bunch of cool kids i know where there with me. and some of the faculty from north east high. mainly the blonde women. and then we get news that fireworks in paris went wrong and the city is on fire, which everyone knew it meant that we had a few hours until the fire spread to our country (excuse the lack of logic) so everyone's thinking of what to do and cherishing their last hours. a group of my friends (the only ones i can remember are corey and austin) go into this small room with a carboard table and pillows around the walls, kind of like a cheap oriental restaurant, and we all dicuss what to do to live. the whole time i had the idea of staying near a body of water since water rose to the hallway kind of like the beach. and we all agreed and waited for the fire to spread. then we hear its close so we go out in the hallways to tell everyone what to do. one of the blonde faculty members tells everyone to listen to me (i think it was mrs kist) and everyone's running around not listening so we scream our hearts out and no one listens they all start burning to death. i turn around and see austin wearing a fur coat and on fire, i try reminding him of the plan but he just drops dead as other people i know dye also. then the building start becoming lonely and empty. i look up at the second floor and see stephanie carrying a huge empty fish tank. i yell at her to drop it down and jump down into the water (since there was a huge hole in the ceiling) then i don't see her. everyone else dies then i look up and stephanie had rotted and fallen down into the water. so i stand there wondering whether my family is alive, thinking they weren't, and debating whether to drown myself, let myself burn to death or survive. before i had time to decide i woke up. pretty creepy huh ?

so i guess if a holocaust were to occur in my life thats what it might be ? hah. i suppose so.